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[clericus]

[ god complex, meet death wish. he wasn't always like this. he thinks, anyway-- wolfwood's time at the orphanage wasn't as long ago as it should have been, all things considered, but it still feels like a lifetime ago. like all his memories are snips of ancient kinetoscope film, the playback grainy, the inbetween bits rotted out. still. things before were different-- he remembers thinking that him and livio could find a way out of all of it, eventually. wolfwood isn't sure when he started being okay with a quicker way out. ]

fine. christ. i'm coming.

[ logic should prevail. self-preservation should prevail, here, some buried part of him that says hey, you stupid motherfucker, you know this guy turns people into meat ribbons as a hobby. but there's no little voice in his head trying to save him from himself. he wants to know what knives has planned for him. he needs to know. needs to take some sort of action, rather than sitting here with his hands tied.

wolfwood eyes the punisher, decides against it, and leaves his room with just a pack of smokes in his pocket.

the first obstacle is that he's not entirely sure where the piano room is, exactly. he's got a general idea-- but the knowledge of the room existing is mostly based on the fact that, well, he's heard the piano. kind of hard not to. so he makes his way to that hallway, curses how long these fucking hallways are, resigns himself to the fact that legato is going to find him and twist him into a pretzel for blasphemy or some shit.

he doesn't. no one finds him, and wolfwood pokes his head into a room with an ornate... organ, more than piano. ]

Uuuuhh... hello? [ maybe knives has left by now, bored, and he'll have the opportunity to rummage the room uninterrupted. ]

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[cultri]

( if he had an iota of self-preservation, then wolfwood wouldn't have poked the bear in the first place. knives was counting on that willful insolence of his when he extended his invitation to him. he knew that he wouldn't turn him down, not when the alternative was uncertainty and fear of the unknown. it must have been quite agitating for him to wait for the threat to manifest. but nai wasn't in a rush. he could get to wolfwood whenever he saw fit, after all.

it wasn't often that knives went out of his way to interact with others outside of a more official capacity. few were granted permission to speak with him, fewer yet were allowed to step foot into his one place of reprieve. wolfwood should consider himself rather fortunate to be allowed access at all.

but if he was hoping that he would get to run amok within the enclosed space unsupervised, then only disappointment awaits him.

shrouded within the shadows of the piano room, nai doesn't utter a word in response when the punisher arrives. he lets his 'arms' speak for him, four of which extends out from his back and whips forth to latch onto each of wolfwood's limbs, sharp blades digging into his flesh as he lifts him up into the air. a fifth soon appears to snake lazily around his neck, a viper ready to take strike. knives emerges into what little light the room possesses then, his features partially concealed behind his hood. )

Have you held onto that feeling, like I told you to? ( he drags him forward, tilting his head ever so slightly as he gazes upon him. ) The nervousness.

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[ so this is how he dies, then.

wolfwood makes it all of three yards into the room before he hears the soft ring of metal bumping up against metal-- and then there's a tendril of blades shooting out, wrapping around his wrist. he pales, reflexively tugs his wrist away and steps halfway back. a second chain grabs his other arm, then one at each of his ankles, and wolfwood swears at the sting of sharp edges meeting flesh as knives pulls him up into the air. the fifth tendril curls looser, but, well. it's still a circle of blades around his throat.

he should shut his eyes for this. but some awful, morbid curiosity keeps wolfwood from following his better instincts. instead of watching himself get sliced to pieces, he watches knives step out from the shadows, come closer.

this is the closest he thinks he's ever been to him. it's a weird realization, a weirder moment to have it, while he's barely a whim away from crucifixion. while his pulse is pounding so hard he can hear it. but they communicate through text, or he sees him from a distance, so this is the first time wolfwood gets a better look at his face. he's mostly hidden by the hood. beyond that-- blonde hair. sharp cheekbones. piercing blue eyes. ]

Oh, wow, good thing you reminded me. Almost forgot. Would be a real shame to forget the nervousness. [ his chin tips up, defiant, and his heartbeat is the only thing that gives away how nervous he really is. even in this moment, he still hasn't learned when to shut his mouth. ]

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( that mouth is what got him here in the first place.

it's easy to get cocky when the threat is nothing more than a warning, but it's quite different when you're faced with it, isn't it, wolfwood? it's human nature to want to survive and to fear what may endanger those chances. he can understand that drive to defy and to overcome. he can relate to it.

but at least try to be smart about it. what use is there for a minutiae show of defiance if all you gain from it is a step closer to death's door?

it does pull forth a low chuckle from nai though, whose smile has grown less from amusement than from decisiveness. )

Remember when you claimed that I couldn't shame you more than what you've seen everyone else around here do? ( he holds onto his gaze for a moment longer before he swivels on his feet and walks the length of the room towards his piano, the metallic binds bending and twisting as he pulls him along. ) I've thought about it and I must admit that I'm not too familiar with the act of embarrassing another.

( he doesn't really understand the emotion itself. )

I couldn't grasp it outside of what I've seen in films and shows, and they're honestly not a preferred source to learn from. Too exaggerated, for my taste. ( as he nears the bench, his fingertips lightly dance across the smooth surface of the keys without pressing down on them. he then turns back around and takes a seat, hooking one leg over the other. ) So, ( he motions up at him. ) I'm going to humiliate you until I can feel it myself.

( secondhand embarrassment — an adequate pursuit. )

Are you comfortable in your own body, Punisher? ( the tendril around wolfwood's neck begins to extend and slither down through the front of his shirt, leaving a featherlight trail of cuts in its wake. ) I'm certain you are, with how comfortable you speak.

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[ knives laughs, but wolfwood is sure it isn't because he's finally won him over with his sense of humor. rather than any show of mirth or affability, it reads more like a warning. something not unlike a worm hissing before it strikes with its stinger. ]

Uh-- [ wolfwood reels with the change of topic. there's defiance in the face of fear-- but the fear is still there, and it addles his brain, disrupts his thoughts. did he say that? is he in any position to deny he did?

knives turns abruptly, and his blades turn in kind, twisting and pulling while he strolls across the room. wolfwood grits his teeth against the pain. he wonders, when knives strokes his long fingers over the piano keys, if this is going to get even more surreal and he's going to play-- but he settles himself on the bench facing wolfwood instead. ]

Sorry, you're-- what?

[ wolfwood made an offhanded comment about secondhand embarrassment and that's what knives latched onto? ]

I'm... real comfortable, yeah. Just great. Actually I'd love to stay in my body, since I'm so comfortable in it--

[ he hisses sharp as the ribbon of knives slips down his shirt, scores his skin along his sternum and keeps moving down. wolfwood's face feels hot, throat tight with something like sudden self-consciousness. ]

Listen, I get it, you're-- pissed or whatever, that I kept runnin' my mouth, gotta teach me a lesson. But it's-- I'm not stupid. You really wanna waste your time doing all this? I'll knock it off, tell anyone who asks that you kicked my ass, and spare you the trouble of havin' to actually do it.

[ how's that for human nature? the stakes changed, and suddenly, he's wriggling like a worm in a cage. ]

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Wasting my time? ( he leans forward slightly, settling his arm on top of his knee. ) I didn't realize you've been put in charge of how I utilize my time. And here I was, ( he splays out the palm of his hand. ) under the impression that I'm the one with the sole authority to decide what's considered a waste and what's a perfectly adequate use of my time. ( his fingers curl into a fist as he tucks it under his chin. )

You also got one thing wrong. ( his next words sound almost serene. ) I'm not mad at you. If this was anger, then I would just have you killed. It wouldn't be difficult. ( it wouldn't even take a flick of his wrist. ) This is... ( his eyes narrow thoughtfully. ) intrigue, I suppose.

( the array of blades has snaked past wolfwood's shirt to the waistband of his pants, their edges digging deeper into soft flesh as it travels beneath the layers and down his hip to begin wrapping around his right leg. two more extensions appear — one crawling into the back of the man's shirt collar and the other finding a path up the left leg of his pants. they work fastidiously to carry out his will, yet his own gaze never falters, continuing to pierce through to the pair hidden behind shades. )

Should I invite others to come watch? ( he poses the question dispassionately. ) It can spare both of us any trouble in disseminating this so-called lesson and it may even prove to be quite educational. What do you say, Punisher?

( as if on cue, the two newest additions suddenly snap outward from underneath wolfwood's clothing, having finished their own journeys to the very borders of his attire, ripping the fabrics clean in half from front to back, top to bottom, exposing the full length of his naked body. knives' smile widens, razor sharp. )

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[ intrigue. maybe that's worse than anger. there's something about anger that self-extinguishes-- a natural stopping point. it's exhausting, to be angry. eventually it peters out, swallows itself up. intrigue? it feeds itself, a hunger for more that only builds with every new scrap of information. there's something... uncanny, so close to human, yet still alien about knives' interest in shame. curiosity is such a human emotion. but to feel it about something else just as inherently human, like embarrassment? it's unnerving.

the blades continue to coil their way around him, over his hip, around his thigh, digging in. the noise he can't stifle this time is less of a hiss, and more of a breathy, sharp ah. two more blade chains join the others, but wolfwood doesn't even look at them, keeps his eyes locked with knives'. it feels like if he so much as glances away, it'll be the signal to strike.

he opens his mouth-- maybe to say one more thing he shouldn't-- but before he can get anything out, two of the tendrils snap taut and burst outwards, shredding his clothing in half. the fabric falls to the ground, pack of cigarettes in his pocket skittering out across the floor. his mouth stays open in shock. wolfwood's first impulse is for his hands to shoot down to try to cover himself to whatever degree he can manage-- but the motion has the knives around his wrists biting in, and he swears and stills.

knives is definitely good at getting what he wants. wolfwood can feel the shame pooling in him, face hot, discomfort tight in his gut. the flush spreads from his cheeks, and red colors his ears, his neck, his shoulders. there's an ache to curl in on himself, make himself look smaller so the attention on him dissipates. he manages to stifle that urge, at least to spare him from another dozen cuts that leave his skin searing. wolfwood's throat is dry, and it bobs as he tries to swallow the discomfort away.

he finally folds, breaks eye contact and looks away. ]

Don't. Please. [ a beat, where he tries to keep his voice from cracking. ] No one else.

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( was this all it took to humiliate him?

from the cockiness of his claims before, knives thought wolfwood would have at least held out a little longer. what a shame. he wasn't expecting to see the flush of those cheeks so soon — not when they're just getting started.

fortunately, he hasn't felt anything remotely close to secondhand embarrassment yet, so this little experiment of theirs shall continue without disruption.

drawing him closer, he runs his gaze down the length of his body clinically, more akin to inspecting a specimen than a living person. ) No? ( he doesn't sound surprised. ) But wouldn't that be the most effective way to humiliate you? ( he reclines back against his seat, spreading his arms open. )

If you want to keep this between us, ( the metallic binds pull both of wolfwood's arms and legs back, akin to a hogtie, as knives lowers the man down to face him. ) then I suggest you offer me a more worthwhile alternative. I suspect that you're feeling quite shameful, but ( he motions toward himself. ) I haven't felt anything yet. ( that's where the issue lies, right? ) So, ( the corner of his lips quirks up. ) I'll give you one chance. ( his coils abruptly release their grip on him without warning, dropping him straight onto the floor at his feet in a pathetic heap. ) Put on a performance for me, Punisher.

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[ he doesn't embarrass easily. doesn't shame easily. wolfwood isn't an 'end justifies the means' guy, exactly, but-- he does what he has to do. there's not really a lot of leeway for feelings in that. he doesn't have a lot of power here, and he's gotten used to it. he leverages the little he's got however he can, and if that means pleading and stealing and scraping the bottom of the barrel, so be it. it's all for the orphanage, in the end-- pride can't compare.

this? is different. he hasn't been stripped bare like this in front of another person since the eye of michael brought him here. there's an inherent fear in unfamiliarity, and that fear's all mixed up with the shame and guilt and something else of being seen naked. knives pulls his arms and legs snug back behind him, and lowers wolfwood so he's at eye level. a worthwhile alternative. it doesn't click for him then, not quite yet, thoughts bouncing around wildly in his head. wolfwood's still looking for an out, doesn't realize knives is offering it.

then he drops him unceremoniously into a heap on the floor and tells him to put on a performance and oh.

what?

humiliation burns through him, makes his gut clench hot, his toes curl. what the fuck else could knives mean? and what better way to shame him? he must think of wolfwood as barely a plaything. a piece in whatever game he's playing. maybe he's trying to call his bluff. well, wolfwood is going to put on a fucking show, and then they can see who's embarrassed.

he lifts his palm to his face, and licks a stripe up it, an attempt to ease friction before he wraps his hand around his cock and tugs. christ. he's fucking crazy. truly, certifiably insane, this place has finally broken him because what is he thinking? doing what he's done maybe a handful of times, touching himself-- in front of knives. his chest shudders as he sucks in a shaky breath. wolfwood's legs spread, and his left hand presses to the floor to brace himself, right hand stroking himself up to the tip of his dick, then back down to the base.

he's so ashamed he can feel the weight of it pressing down on him. wolfwood is flushed all the way to his ears, and he can hear his pulse pounding, feel his arms trembling. this is humiliating. degrading. knives is watching. (probably. he can't bring himself to look.) wolfwood wants to stop. he wants to cover himself up. knives is watching him embarrass himself.

wolfwood glances up.

knives is watching him. ]

A-ah--

[ his cock twitches along with the sharp pang of shame in the center of his chest.

what? ]